on my mind =D

Well, aku hanya tidak tahu bagaimana cara nya agar ada pria yang bisa suka padaku. I dont have any “talent” to get them, to date with them, i dont have charming to make them fall in love with me. Anyway im still single now, and i always. Why only me who still alone. Maybe im not as cute as they expected. Deeply in my heart i feel pain, im jealous. I want boyfriend who love me and i love him. I just imagine my future. Someone who quite all, kind, rich, handsome, respect and loveable. LOL

Recenlty, i to busy to think about who will be my love. Nowadays my serious problem is about the university which i want to enroll. Then i still confuse to think about the majority. Argh thats too disturb me. I cant handle it. Well yesterday i was on the bed, then i share about my problem, share for share with whom? Okay im praying at that night and i cried.

So, if i can enroll the english literacthure , it will be one step closer to study aboard! But i prefer make a novel thats my dream.  Okay today is full of bored. Because of taxi i cant watch the lampion show, a lot of light, everywhere, looks beautiful, yellow flash which covered by ball, wraped by colorful paper.

Am i loser ?

If i have a chance, i will get it, i will prove that i can be a taugh girl. Anyway i think twice to tove someone, because i remember one memory that i can call “unforgetable” moment, love moment especially. Yap ! i sat down here, and enjoy a cone if ice cream. I just remember when i tried to chassed someone. LOL i wanna laugh! Ahahhahaha. All of all i still single and i enjoy it so much. Recently , my feeling is too sharp when i hear about litheracture =,=

Well, let me think something in my head.  Well i just think about history, a story a novel story and history will be influence this project ! wkaowkao =D hope SANTA CLAUS will be finish this year, my target is 150 pages , oh damn ! but i have a lot idea in my mind arrrrawwwk =D by the way i am at SAS radio, and saw the handsome just like my dream Zian ulalala, you know Junot =D glasses boy and looks so cute , damn =D