do you believe that ?

hey hello guys, i wanna share my day my dream my life. have you ever heard about "dream" ? or idea ? or everything about your future ? i believe everyone everybody has it ! yayayaya include me ! i have a big dream i have a big idea ti make my life better than today.  even i love my day everyday but i found a lot of sucks in my day, which always messed my day. do you have brother or sister ? sometimes they are so so nice treat you but they often disturb and annoyed your mood.
okey one day i watching television there a cooking show "master chef" yes ! i love it in this new season here i can watch my fave chef all round the world chef Arnold Poernomo LOL LOL LOL by the way i love him so much, now you must know that i always imagine about him, do everything with him, having conservation, and keep my dreaming about him, he's so cool ! oh nooooooo, i let my imagination to grow everyday, sometimes its fun and embarrassing, i keep it just by my self, one day when i and my family watching together the master chef, i said that i love him, and i said what ever i have imagine about him !! hahaha and guess what they respond on ? they call me crazy, they shout at me that im a dreamin' girl that never wake up and realize ! they hurt my heart even they were my family, my mom my sister and my brother. in that time i know and realize what i had done, im a really really big dreamer, when i try to realize its hard. even though i was just a big dreamer i love to do that ! i love make a lot of fantasy about something that i love ! in past when i love actor Reza Rahadian i always make imagination with him, and now i love a chef, chef arnold ! i know i never ever ever be his friend or be his girlfriend but i just one of his fans, a lot of his fans  and i just a one of them. sometimes i dream i would have friends from every profecy but i realize that u just an ordinary girl who lived in little village , if you can find in google maps its just a little place, slum areas in this country in indonesia.
hey although its just a dream and i got a lot of critics and comen but i have learn, i got a lesson from this
"Keep your dreaming on and make it happen" yeaaaaah !!! hahahaha LOL ! buts thats true because i be a realistic girl who want to make my dream comes true, i wanna be a doctor but i cant because i didnt study on it hahaha im stpid girl who hate math and chemistry hahaha, but but i love writing what is on my mind, so i decided to be author since i know i love litheracthure hahahaha, thats why i write my novel, but until now there no publisher who interest in, i will try and try again until i make it happen ! make a book a novel, now send my novel and short story in some publisher, and i keep waiting on it ! i wanna be a writer! and live in another country, where ever it! i love san francisco i love miami l love sidney hahaha -----> sidney = chef arnold stay , yeah really i want to leave my country !!!! hula hula hula ! i dont care! i would make it happen and be a success girl
okey actually i dream if i have a boyfriend and he is a pilot hahahaha i can fly every where, he can bring me everywhere ! if i be a success girl and success women i would meet and make a lot of friends all round the world with a lot of profecy so that i can make a love relationship ,(or i can meet chef arnold although he already has a wife in the future but at least i can introduce my self that in one day i ever be his big fans of him) hahaha do you believe that ?

chef Arnold so sexy wear that uniform hahaha i think that he always sexy what ever he wears on lol

and this is me ----> handsome and beast girl=dreamer who want to be a success girl ahahaha, i hope you who read my blog and visit my blog would be my friends, thank you for visiting thats mean you all heard my heart , terimakasih